For of His fullness we have all received, and grace upon
grace.~John 1:16
The LORD'S lovingkindnesses indeed never cease, For His
compassions never fail. They are new every morning; Great is
Your faithfulness.~Lamentations 3:22-23
What
an unfathomable thing. Grace upon grace
& new mercies every morning. My
human mind cannot wrap around these things.
Pastor said Sunday, be a blessing, even if people are mean and don't
understand you, spitefully use you, be a blessing. Sounds beautiful and lofty, but try to apply
it in the heat of battle and I seldom attain it. The little growth I see is that at least I
usually don't retaliate, I withdraw and stay silent. Steps in the right direction, but I
definitely need to go further and try and be a blessing.
And now
abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.~ I Corinthians 13:13
I am coming to Him almost daily, asking for Him to
help me to act reflecting Him, and that is reflecting love. I John 4:8.
So, I am striving to not act or react out of my hurt feelings or pride,
but rather out of love. I know a few
people that do this all the time......Sue Hayworth, you know who you are! I definitely do not.
But that is the beauty of the Holy Spirit, He
changes us really without our help, simply a willing spirit. So I have hope that as time goes on,
decisions, reflections, ponderings will be tinged with His love, not judgment
or negativity. As I spend time in His Word and in prayer change can come. I am thankful to have people in my life that
love me "as is," and in the meantime, patience must be had......not
so easy for me. ;)